URnotINdanger2
URnotINdanger2
Downswing
Lately ive been running preatty terrible and losing quite abit.Im on a 1.8m downswing which sucks alot even if its exspected to happen.Generally i dont like to let poker effect me in any other aspects of my life but lately ive just been getting frustrated exstremely easy, really impatient and asshole to alot of people. Also when i play poker even when i lost 1.2m to isildur in like 2days i didnt get physically upset in any way like breaking a keyboard or whatever and i havnt been like that for a long time probly since i started playing 25/50 but last session i lost about 400k to gus at 1 point when i was stuck around 600ish i kicked my trashcan so hard my foot was hurting for atleast 5mins after and threw my chair. Once that happened i knew i wasnt playing correctly no matter what my brain told me about the hand it was flawed logic always logic to try and get even at that point.I didnt quit and somehow won $$$ back but i realised that i need to take a break if my mind is incapable of taking another badsession/run whatever then i need to relax and wait until i am stable enaugh to handle the swings.i have not played in about 4days and have found my mind not really thinking or caring about poker at all which is a nice break.I've decided to take the isildur challenge which is going to happen next sunday.Im probly going to play a couple sessions right before sunday to get prepared.I doubt ill play any significant sessions until after the isildur challenge is over hopefully then my head will be in the right place
